degil

pelik.
pelik.
pelik.


aku ni kuat jealous huh?
suka jealous dengan benda yg x sepatutnya.

think that everyone is always better than me.
i'm lack of confidence.

tapi itu lumrahnya. terima je lah.
i can't change that. aku memang pelik.

cadang nak berpuasa hari ni.
BUT
didn't sahur.
so, plan cancelled!!

hey, hani! redha je lah.
accept it. aku tak suka bila aku ada rasa dengki kat dlm hati aku.
aku tak suka bila aku kisah yg ada orang lebih baik daripada aku.

aku dah deal kan dulu:
i'll only compete with myself. jgn la buat benda pelik cik hani!

kenapa dengan aku ni?
rasa nak quit buat semua benda kot.
rasa tak nak buat apa-apa dah. sebab aku usaha macam mana pun:
orang lain will go higher than me. i'll just stay in the middle.
no one appreciates my hard work.
i seriously don't feel that anything's worth it.

sampaikan aku berani persoalkan: why me?
why me, again?
haven't i had had enough?

i'm seriously tired, man!

and no, please don't try to motivate me.
i'm stubborn, i don't listen to what other people say.

don't be like me.
assalamualaikum.