a letter with many recepients

one more komsas thing and one less homework to be done!
but, let's play first.

dear you,
i can't seem to be close to you,
it looks like there's hatred in you,
and i can't figure out what's happening.

dear you,
i like you way,
you're happy, you're kind,
but can you just get out of my life?
it's mine.

dear you,
i can't believe that after all this while,
you still can't do even a simple thing for me,
please don't make me sad,
be humble.

dear you,
thank you for making me a better person,
you helped me a lot,
thank you.

dear you,
why are you so plastic?
pretending to be kind like that..
it's nauseating~

dear you,
why do you have to stare at me like that,
it's so distracting you know,
can you just please say something to me?
i've been waiting for so long.

dear you,
is it just because i can't be as 'cool' as you,
and i'm just the nerdy kind of girl,
so you can ignore me and call me 'makcik' and stuffs,
a little respect will always be appreciated, though.

dear you,
why do you have to go away from me?
don't you remember our times together?
i know she's brighter than me,
and she's always happy,
so yeah, i don't need a part-timer like you anyway.

dear you,
why bother criticizing me when you can't get things done?
at least i did everything on my own,
how can i believe you?

dear you,
you're nice, kinda' friendly,
but i can't be close to you,
i can feel that you're just pretending.

dear you,
why do i have to think about you,
why do i have to talk about you,
i'm tired, though.
get out of my mind.

dear you,
why can't you just take the first step,
why do i have to feel this?
it's stupid and tiring.

dear you,
maybe i screwed up,
i need to be as quiet as i can,
i need to be invisible.