feeling that things are never fine for me,
and nothing has been nice to me,
and i let that feeling to conquer me,
i love to feel jealous,
for no exact reason,
with anyone and everyone,
who gets attention,
from people who never paid attention to me.
i love to compare,
the current with the past,
the before and after,
and believe that nothing has improved,
and everything gets worse,
.... but at times I tried to tell myself,
"be grateful, Hani"
and i'll say "Alhamdulillah" for everything,
however,
the feeling never lasts,
i'll always get back to my old grumpy self again.
i'll learn to be very patient one day,
as Allah is always with the patient ones~
Assalamualaikum :)
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